I want my life to be extraordinary. I want to look back with awe and pride for how I lived my amazing life.
Lately I feel so average. Sleep, work, sleep, work, sleep, work. Weekends have even become a blur of sleep, a few catch ups, and preparing for the week ahead. Is it because I’m working for someone else? I’m helping them achieve their goals, spending more then 40 hours a week at a desk never pushing myself, never taking charge of my life.
Do I have what it takes to quit? To create another path for myself?
And then I remember bills, hopes and dreams that rely on this steady income. Even considering these things, I don’t want to look back at my life and regret not taking that step.
Taking the time and making the effort to make one of my biggest dreams come true (reaching my goal weight) is making me want to make more of my dreams come true. BUT one thing at a time. The worst thing I can do is take on too much now and lose sight of my main goal for 2015.
But I can still dream…